Thursday, January 27, 2011

ku tunggu waktu demi waktu
ku dengar tawamu di sana bersamanya
terbayang indah rangkaian kata darinya

namun....
ku rasakan galaunya hatiku
ku lewati lemas tubuhku
pedihnya malamku berjalan menunggumu
tak daya ku hitung waktu
hingga tiba saat tuk bersama mu

malam ini...
ku menunggumu
bersama titik-titik airmataku
Silakan menyebutku sakit jiwa,
jiwa dan hatiku memang sudah tertusuk-tusuk hingga sakitnya luar biasa

Jiwa dan hati aku pernah berwarna cerah begitu indah bentuknya,
sesosok kecil kumbang merah
digapai oleh sosok nan rindang nan gagah
dibelai oleh angjn sejuk
dirangkul dengan hangatnya sosokmu

Namun ketika badai dan hujan menhempas jiwa hatiku yang merah Dan cerah,
Terlempar jauh, aku dimana?
Aku tertutup rumput-rumput alang Alang yg berada di sekitarmu
Yang kadang bergoyang-goyang tersenyum padamu.
Kadang rumput-rumput itu menyentuh menggelitikmu

Aku hanya kumbang kecil merah yang berjalan kecil dan sulit terbang karena angin yg begitu kencang kadang sulit untuk melihat atau malah jatuh diterpa badai nan kencang itu
Namun aku ingin sekali bisa terbang menggapaimu

Begitu sulit menggapaimu
Rumput rumput yg bergoyang itu lbh mudah menjangkaumu
Sakitnya badan kecilku di terpa badai,
kadang terlempar Kadang terpuruk
walaupun aku tetap berusaha bangun di atas kaki-kaki kecilku,
kadang aku tertetes air dari mataku, itu mungkin air hujan.
Yg jatuh di mataku

Aku mencoba mengatur kembali
sayap jiwaku yang patah
Dan hatiku yg jatuh tercecer

Monday, February 2, 2009

The sweetest birthday wishes

Aunque no pueda hacerte llegar el abrazo que quisiera, se que podrás sentir el cariño y afecto con que te deseo un feliz cumpleaños

althought i cannot give you the hug i wanted i´m sure you will be able to feel the care and affection inside my happy birthday wish

Muchas Gracias, JLD

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

The worst pain in the world is knowing that he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him. But, life goes on once you realize your own strength inside of you: the strength to realize that saying goodbye doesn't mean that you don't love the person anymore or that you don't want to keep him in your life. It doesn't mean you're weak. It means that you've the strength to let go and live your life to the fullest because you've learned that life really is good. You are strong and can only be as happy as you choose."

Friday, November 28, 2008

I may forget what you said, but i will never forget how that hurts me

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

i sit alone

i sit alone, wondering what you are doing and where u are.hoping you are happy and anticipating your call.missing you with all my heart,wondering why i tore us apart.

i sit alone, wondering why we are just friends,when we could be together in the end.i miss the look in your eyes when i told u i loved you, even when we were so far apart!

i sit alone, missing the days when all we had was fun.dreading all the memories that are dead and gone.i remember about us and it makes my heart ache,knowing what we once had that had to break!

i sit alone, trying to figure out why you're gone,and why it went so wrong.all i want to do is love you and make no mistakes,i love you and its not going to change

by mustang502
with a lil bit edited
Although you have gone and the day, it is now through, I look out the window and my thoughts race back to you. It seems so far you have wandered, and stumble without you I do, yet my love for you remains, time tested and true."

Monday, November 24, 2008

"The first time I saw you, I knew it was true, that I'd love you forever, and that's what I'll do. You don't know what you do to me, you don't have a clue, you don't know what it's like to be, me looking at you."
"How can I promise you forever when tomorrow is so far away from me? How can I dry your tears when I have a bleeding heart inside of me? how can I ever forget you when your name is etched so deep within me?"

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Yang Terdalam

Kulepas semua yang ku inginkan
Tak akan ku ulangi
Maafkan jika kau kusayangi
Dan bila kumenanti
Pernahkah engkau coba mengerti
Lihatlah ku disini
Mungkinkah jika aku bermimpi
Salahkah tuk menanti
Takan lelah Aku menanti
Tak hilang Cintaku ini
Hingga saat kau tak kembali
Kan kukenang di hati saja
Kau telah tinggalkan Hati yang terdalam
Hingga tiada cinta Tersisa dijiwa
(by Ariel)